different

“To effectively communicate, we must realize that we are all different in the way we perceive the world and use this understanding as a guide to our communication with others.”

Going through old photo's...Look how young I look in this photo! How happy I was....I Love you...
Life is great lately..taking it slow, day by day! Today is a new day, tomorrow is yet to come and yesterday...well that's old news!!

"Your smile makes me laugh! Your laugh makes me smile every time I see your face I can never frown on that day"

Good Times!

Kanin took the dog for a walk yesterday...or wait the dog took Kanin....envision the dog running and Kanin falling to the grass and not letting go of the leash...the greatest! Not only that, he had an audience! Love it, also he is finally tall enough this year to peddle his bike...yeah! He is getting so so big! I will be first to say, I don't like it. And the kid has the greatest skin! Been in the sun only a few times and he dark dark dark! Ok, well I write some more memories later...we are headed out to make some...YEAH!!!

Perfect

I know I'm not perfect, but I'm perfect for me! My faults and mistakes have taught me about love and life! I have learned daily how to become more and more comfortable in my skin! I have fallen in and out of love, sometimes with the same person. I am not a religious woman but in the last little bit people I have talked to or been around have been teaching me things I didn't know I was even being taught. I feel strong in my heart that things heal themselves, most of the time for good reason. My journey on earth is a one time shot, I won't go without you! Timeless!

Happy Fathers Day

Happy Fathers Day to the fathers I know...I love you all! Especially the two biggest ones in my life..my own father, and the father of my son! Thank you so much for giving him to me...I know that sometimes I have not been the most pleasant person in the world...but I do believe you know how I feel...even though I want to smack you half the time...( So this is my, I'm Sorry!) Regardless...Happy Fathers Day to you! This is my song to you, every time I hear it I cry...reminds me of you two~~

Drivin through town just my boy and me
With a 'Happy Meal' in his booster seat
Knowin that he couldn't have the toy til his nuggets were gone

A green traffic light turned straight to red
I hit in my brakes and mumbled under my breath
His fries went a flyin? and his orange drink covered his lap

Well, then my 4 year old said a 4 letter word
It started with 'S' and I was concerned
So I said, Son, now where'd you learn to talk like that??

He said, I've been watching you, dad ain't that cool?
I'm your buckaroo, I want to be like you
And eat all my food, and grow as tall as you are?

"We got cowboy boots and camo pants
Yeah, we're just alike, hey, ain't we dad
I want to do everything you do
So I've been watching you"

We got back home and I went to the barn
I bowed my head and I prayed real hard
Said, Lord, please help me help my stupid self?

Just this side of bedtime later that night
Turnin on my son's Scooby-doo night light
He crawled out of bed and he got down on his knees

He closed his little eyes, folded his little hands
Spoke to God like he was talkin to a friend
And I said, Son, now where?d you learn to pray like that??

He said, I've been watching you, dad ain't that cool?
I'm your buckaroo, I want to be like you
And eat all my food, and grow as tall as you are"

"We like fixin? things and holding moma's hand
Yeah, we're just alike, hey, ain't we dad?
I want to do everything you do
So I've been watching you"

With tears in my eyes I wrapped him in a hug
Said,My little bear is growin up?
And he said, But when I'm big
I'll still know what to do?

€"'Cause I've been watching you, dad ain't that cool?
I'm your buckaroo, I want to be like you
And eat all my food, and grow as tall as you are"

"By then I?ll be strong as superman
Well be just alike, hey, wont we dad?
When I can do everything you do
'Cause Ive been watching you"
Love you guys~~~

Keys

Setting out to find the keys in my life to unlock all the happiness! Unlock all the love in my heart and practice living in my skin! Speaking of skin.....gonna find a pool today and get me some sun! I love my life! I love the lessons I have learned! And you! I love you!!! SHARE. Also, becareful what u believe and what you believe is believable! :)

Simple

Oh, how I miss the simple things in life! The sound of the kids fighting! The sound of my dog n his claws on the hardwood floors, the sound of the little boy running up n down the stairs singing, pulling a weed, and so much more! Life is such a challenge! Bring it! I have been slowly training for a 10k. .... Let's hope by the time it gets here I will b ready! I finally know who my new idol is and I may not getto look just like her but I will get there as much asi can too!! Ty Dana Linn Bailey for the push! Ok well. Live, love, laugh! Btw, I love you!

Told

Someone told me once...."Don't cut yourself so short". Taking their advice is very hard when it involves more than just you! But really, I do understand what they are saying! Ty

 

Sure

We all do things in our lives that carve paths..sometimes paths that are either unclear or uncertain! Given that we still carve them! Sometimes we have to put ourselves in situations that we never want to even fathom...Trust me I know this all to well! But in the last couple years as I have seen my own son grow and I have started to mold him into a young man (is 4 a young man) I notice me telling him things or teaching him things I too needed to learn! Morals of a man, how does a woman teach a young boy morals of a man....like being polite..yes please, No please, thank you, your welcome, bless you ect. Along with morals I have been very adamant on teaching my son the skill of not telling lies and being honest...but for me to teach him that I had to be that person. I am a very honest person, I strive to grow within my own soul even if i am lost inside. Sometimes when you must be honest with yourself or someone else it can include hurt and disappointment. We all know this to well, this is were carving our own path comes in also! Me as a 37 year old woman I NEVER strive to hurt someone I don't know and want them to hurt...cuz I too could be or have in my past been the one hurt (or be hurting now). I think it is important to be honest with people! Even if it hurts! I trust in myself I am a GOOD person, and HONEST person, a GREAT friend and someone that anyone can trust..I love my family even if I cannot hold them all in one hand! I miss not hearing the heartbeat of all of them at once...and watching them grow together! Something I have longed for.
Until next time, remember who you are and what you would do in your situations and why! There are paths to be carved everywhere...you win some you loose some.
I love you, I love you!